I’ve known of this forum and website for some time but only just got my lazy fat ass registered. I suppose I’m rock and hard placing at the moment. Two kids, mini queen age 11 and wreck it Alfie age 6. Drama and trauma has followed us from day dot. Their dad died suddenly in 2010, leaving me alone and penniless. I’ve struggled and fought and (done things I’m not proud of) to provide for my kids. Almost 7 years on I work full time and we’re thriving but I’m still a bit fucked up!! I’ve had counselling CBT, I have PTSD and other such fucking ailments but I’m managing. When does life get easier people?! When does the drama and the ducking and fucking diving end?!